dunia hanya sementara!

hrs.ny skrg gw lg bljr fska bwt ulgn bsok .
tp td pas gw mw bljr, otak gw tba" flashback .

tw ga ap yg gw pkrin skrg?
yy biasa.ny otk gw flashback ttg msa" dlu pas gw hts.an am co gw, tp tnyata skrg otak gw mkrin dosa" yg udh gw lkuin slma in :((

bnyk bgt dosa yg udh gw buat . dr mlai dosa yg kcil ky nyontek, nggosipin org laen, mpe dosa yg ckup bsar .
dan tnpa gw sdar, gw mlai ngs :"(

gw sdar, slma in tuh sbnr.ny gw tw mna yg dosa mna yg ga, tp knp gw msii ska bkn dosa?!
goblok bgt gw! :((
(slama in lu kmna ajj des? knp bru nydar skrg?!)

akhr.ny gw ambl wudhu bwt shlat isya .
jjur, wktu lg shlat gw ngs :((
slesei shlat gw bdoa dgn keadaan msh ttp ngs .

ahh kl di itung" mngkin msh bnyk dosa gw drpd phla gw . (slama in ajj shlat gw msh blong")
gw jg jd mkir, ap di akhrat ntar gw bs mrtanggung jwbin smua klakuan gw slma d dnia? ap gw ykin gw bs msk srga?
~dan skrg aer mta gw kluar lbh bnyk!

awl mla.ny gw bs sdr ky gni krna skrg gw lg brhrap . still waiting . dagdigdug . cemas . stress! :-s
~km psti tw yank ap yg lg dsty mksut in

yy Allah..
dsty tw slma in dsty udh bnyk bkn dosa .
maafin dsty . ampunin dsty krna dsty ga jrg mlalaikan prntah-Mu .
skrg dsty mw brubah . dsty mw usaha sbisa mngkin utk mminimalisir dosa" dsty
(ga mngkin soal.ny kl gw ga bwt dosa, krna smua org emg ga luput dr dosa)
ampuni smua dosa dsty yy Allah, krna dsty tw hnya Kw lah yg Mha Pngmpun
(smga dsty dksii ksmptan utk jd lbh baik)
AMIN :")

well .
mngkin x.an yg bca posting in, nganggep posting in lebay atw ap lah .
tp gw cma mw ngngetin, qt smua psti pnya dosa dan qt hdup ddunia in cm SMENTARA . hdup qt akn kkal d akhrat nnti .
so, brubah lah bwt jd lbh baik slagi msih ad wktu dan ksmptan :)