hari in . skali LAGI gue ngrasain sedih.ny dpt skap dr pacar gue yg tba" jd beda am gue .
(km ma ga tw sih ayy sdih.ny dsty kl dginiin am km t ky gmna :( dan mngkin km emg ga mw tw)
gue ga tw dy knpa . udh bbrp x gue tnya, dy slalu jwb ga knp" . tp gue tw dy boong . dy tuh knp" . gue bsa ngrasain it
dr cara qt ngbrol d ym, cra dy ngbales wall fb gue, smua.ny nnjukin kl dy knpa" .
~dsty t ce km q, jd dsty bsa ngrasain kl km tuh BEDA! :((
smpe akhir.ny td d sms dy blg, dy jg emg ngrasa kl hri in tuh dy aga gmna gt .
(tuh kan feeling gue bner)
tp dy blg jg dy ga tw knp dy ky gt .
dy blg, nnti jg dy biasa lgi .
emg skap dy yg gni bkn ptama x bwt gue, tp skap dy yg kaya gni slalu bkin gue srba slah . bkin gue ngrasa brslah jg .dsaat ky gni gue slalu nyoba bwt bkn prasaan dy lbih baik, tp gue SLALU GA BISA!
hasil.ny nihil . gue ga bsa ngrubah apa"
(ah . ce apaan gue? dsaat ky gni SLALU GA BISA bkn mood co.ny lbh baik :( ~ maaf yank)
gue slalu pnasaran knp dy tba" gni . gue slalu nnya br.ulang x k dy knp dy ky gni . tp jwban.ny slalu sama - jwbn yg ga bkn pnasaran gue ilang dan yg ad mlah bkn otak gue mkr yg ga"
ap gue slh pgn tw ad ap am co gue? ap gue slh nnya gt am dy?
ap gue over protective kl nnya" ttg hal in?
gue cma pgn tw ttg co gue!
ya gue emg pgn tw smua ttg co gue . dri hal kcil pun gue slalu pgn tw dan gue jg ngrasa ko kl akhr" in gue emg aga over protective am co gue .
ya mngkin gue hrus.ny ga blh ky gni dan gue jg nyoba ko bwt nghindarin skap over protective it, krna gue tw dy ga akn nyman dgn skap gue in .
bnyak lah hal yg gue tkut.in dr dy . dr mlai fb.ny dy yg mayoritas tmn.ny ce smua, smpe hal laen yg bkin pkran d otak gue brkmbang jd ktakutan" yg laen . dr skian bnyk yg gue tkt.in, ya inti.ny cma 1, gue tkt keilangan dy!
takut bgt . gue ga pnah mw kl it smpe kjadian :((
hwaa..
ywd lah . gue cma ga mw co gue jd beda am gue . gue cma ga mw keilangan co gue . gue sayang bgt am dy lbih dr yg dy tw, lbih dr yg dy sdarin .
~maaf ya sayank kl slama in ad skap dsty bkn km jd ga nyman . LOVE U DEAREST :-*
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